Failing to get viewers :/

Ah, December, how we tread your return. I have been on a new medication for about a week and it seems to be working. My main point today though is my failure at trying to gain views and comments on this poor, lonely blog. I sent a text around my school to about 10 people saying to look at this blog. I have 10 views currently. I want people to understand, I want people to know that the glamour and fame in high school doesn't reach out to some of us. Only 2 people know who I am really am as the author. Both have said they won't tell. All I know is that I want to explain the hardships I've seen in my short 18 years. But also the joys and wonders. Pain to love to guilt to happiness and hugs to kisses. I am not a simple person, being so would be a bore, I am who I is. Nothing other than that. That is why I want people to know this me, then learn my name.