Alone at last or just again?

As I sit in class I can't help but think that maybe there's really something wrong with me. No one but maybe 2 people talk to me during school. Only one of those outside of school. I feel like a monstrous freak. The girl whom no one wants to be seen talking with. These Meds they put me on should be helping. But I've never felt so alone before in my life. I know there are people out there who care about me, but most are leaving and moving on. It begs me to ask if I just have always been alone and never realized it... Whatever it is. It needs to be gone. I'm just wanting a friend to turn to now... Someone at school or church or something. Anything