I am beginning to be more and more worried as I see my page views go up. The worry is about the judgement; I had multiple people ask today what the whole thing was about me feeling alone. I guess I'm not quite sure if my thoughts are ready to be shared though it is too late to back out now.
I have this feeling, deep in the pit of my stomach that things aren't going to be the same. Almost like as the world changes so will I. My thoughts are no longer private, not that I want them to be, but I want people to know. So why would I be so scared? How long will it take for me to get use to the fact that people are reading and I still just need to be myself? I guess we'll find out huh?
I'll start posting normally again tomorrow(:
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